A man grows
three feet a day
in my belly
soft-surround
he timbers
rising good gold
wetting the soft places
where I stretch and yearn
to accommodate him,
deform myself
for his very existence.
I feel strange
in the morning—
the man towering within
has unusual say
he bends my natural
proclivities—
the man speaks, in his
iodine adult voice,
tells me I am too small—
so he must exit
tearing my heart on his way—
left bereft missing
my internal man
wondering if he was simply
a scam.
Broken in two
no one comes to my rescue
I’ve died for my man.
~~~
Julene Tripp Weaver is a psychotherapist and writer in Seattle, WA. Her latest poetry book, truth be bold—Serenading Life & Death in the Age of AIDS, was a finalist for the Lambda Literary Awards and won the Bisexual Book Award. Her work is online at The Seattle Review of Books, Poetry Pacific, Voices in the Wind, Antinarrative Journal; more of her writing can be found at www.julenetrippweaver.com or @trippweavepoet